Shirley

I'm new to this site - I'm grieving the loss of my Mom (1yr, 4 monts) AND my Dad (5 months) - I am still so overwhelmed with grief I think there is something wrong with me. I'm 47 and feel 12 - so sad that my Mom died. I can't hardly talk to people cuz i just start crying and feel embarassed. I relate to the memeory issue - I forget to stop at red lights....among other crap. I feel like I've lost my life, the joy is gone, I'm sad all the time...yikes.