Jae, I am so sorry for your loss. I can and do feel your pain. I think you should do what ever you like to do thats right for you, dont worry about what other people think. If it's time to cry; then do it. We lost our daughter on Nov. the 17th 2005 to a truck crash, it still seems unreal, she should walk into the room any time but I know it will not happen. There is a hole inside of me the size of a building, it never goes away. I can only say that life will get a little better as time goes on. I dont think the pain will ever go away, you just learn to live with it. This process is different for each person, whats right for me may not work for you. Jae; you do what you think is right for you and to hell with what anybody else thinks. Hang in there, I think the only thing that keeps me going is I know there are others in the same boat that I am in. I hope the best for your and your family. You are in my prayers. D.C.
