my bestfriend Jamel had died on October 13th 2008. i considered that boy like my lil brother . i loved him like family . we would always joke around and he would always be with me. but one day in school we were joking around and he said something that made me mad at him. i said to him i hate you and not to talk to me. i walked away from him. but later that night i got a phone call. saying "Jamel ust drowned". i'll never forget those words. i thought everyone was pulling a prank on me, but next thing on the news was Jamel. the next day in school, all his close friends were in the library crying. my other friend Dustin blams himself. but the part i regrt was saying i hate you . i cant get over it and i want to take it back . i cant tho cause hes gone . i need help please someone giv me some kind of advice t help me out. i would really appreciate it. thank you .