Jens: Sorry about your loss. If you read my post, you know that I lost my husband on 27 Mar 06, as well. We would have been married 7 years on 5 Jun 06. It is absolute h e l l. I can't imagine my life without him in it. I haven't been on this board much because not many people seem to respond. I go to this one all the time. http://beyondtalk.beyondindigo.com/discuss...=3&discussion=6 There are people on it all the time, and someone is always responding. There are some great people on it and some are more current than us, some around the same time, and some have been a yr, 2 years, and on up. Check it out. Also, I someone on the site told me about a site where you can create a memorial to your loved one. I created one for my hubby: http://rickey-gay.last-memories.com. Please check it out and light a candle for my hubby. If you decide you want to create one for your love, go to www.last-memories.com. It is a really easy site to use. They charge a registration fee of $25, but that gets you the website permanently. It has helped me creating this for him and me. You can load pictures, music, videos, tell their life story, people can light candles, leave condolences, and personal memoirs. Care Care. Hope to see you on the other site. Deidra