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Jens: Sorry about your loss. If you read my post, you know that I lost my husband on 27 Mar 06, as well. We would have been married 7 years on 5 Jun 06. It is absolute h e l l. I can't imagine my life without him in it. I haven't been on this board much because not many people seem to respond. I go to this one all the time. http://beyondtalk.beyondindigo.com/discuss...=3&discussion=6 There are people on it all the time, and someone is always responding. There are some great people on it and some are more current than us, some around the same time, and some have been a yr, 2 years, and on up. Check it out. Also, I someone on the site told me about a site where you can create a memorial to your loved one. I created one for my hubby: http://rickey-gay.last-memories.com. Please check it out and light a candle for my hubby. If you decide you want to create one for your love, go to www.last-memories.com. It is a really easy site to use. They charge a registration fee of $25, but that gets you the website permanently. It has helped me creating this for him and me. You can load pictures, music, videos, tell their life story, people can light candles, leave condolences, and personal memoirs. Care Care. Hope to see you on the other site. Deidra

Deborah (Larry's Girl) I emailed you back, but it failed. I'm trying again. Deidra

You are very welcome. Yes, I've got a great Mom.

This is something my mom sent me. Hope it helps someone else: http://www.inspiringthots.net/movie/letter-heaven.php

KayC: Sorry about your loss as well. It is so hard when you lose that one person, you searched your whole life for. He was everything to me. He was my world and I miss him so much. I had met Rick in Sep 97, but married 5 Jun 99. He was sick when we married, but we didn't know what it was either. It took going to numerous doctors, for one to figure out it was Hep C. By the time it took them to figure it out, it had already affected his liver and caused cirrhosis. He was fighting it, taking lots and lots of meds and herbs, vitamins, etc. He never made it to the transplant stage because of an internal infection. That is what took him away from me. I keep thinking he would get better, the doctors were wrong, and that he would be coming home. I never expected him to die. I'm still having a problem accepting it. I want to wake up and have this all be a nightmare. Unfortunately, it is not a dream, and I'm not going to wake up and it all be better. Take care and keep in touch, Deidra

Hi, I just lost my husband on 27 March. We would have been married 7 years on 5 Jun. He was sick the whole time we were married. He had Hepatitis C which caused cirrhosis. On the 19th of March he went into the hospital with an internal infection. The doctor said it was the worse infection he had ever seen in his career. It took me 13 years to find him. We meet in Sep 1999. I was divorced from first husband in 86. I had married 1t 19 and stupid. I was in love with love. With my teddy bear (hubby) it was totally different. He was the love of my life, and my soul mate. I don't know how to go on without him. How do you survive losing that one person that is everything to you? I was use to him being home every day when I got home from work because he couldn't work. He was on disability. I would have preferred God take me, or at the very least, take us both together. I don't want to start all over. I never wanted to grow old alone. I always thought/prayed that my teddy bear would be around to grow old with, that he would get a liver transplant and be ok. I didn't get my prayers answered the way I wanted. I'm still here and he is gone. What do I do now? I don't know anyone else going through the same thing. So how can anyone else understand the pain!