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ren

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  1. Hi, Thank you both for your replies. I tried posting something earlier but for some reason it disappeared. I'm having such a hard time with everything. My dad had lung cancer and had an anuerysm burst in his lung. It happened during the night and he ran outside. Mom found him outside in the morning.I keep picturing it in my head. It seems so horrible. But the other hard part is work.I work at a cancer center and they have been so unsupportive. my boss has not even said anything to me about my dad's death. and I still have not received my funeral leave. My first day back I went to HR to see what I needed to do. He said nothing. He'd take care of it. But he didn't. So I email payroll. Receive a forwarded email from HR coldly stating that he just forgot and that I needed to provide proof. So I did and I told them how diappointed I was in how this was handled. Then next pay check no funeral leave. Seems the woman who cuts the paychecks forgot. All the time I was off no one called or emailed from work. It feels like such a horrible place to come to. Like no one here really cares about me. And on top of that I have to see other lung cancer patients every day. But no one asks if that's hard. How can they help me. I really wish I could walk out today and not come back.
  2. My dad died the day before Easter and 2 weeks before my birthday. At first I thought I was doing well. But now I feel so incredibly sad and alone. I can seem to get out of this depression. I don't want to do anything. I wish I could just run away. I can't stand having to pretend that I'm ok at work. I'm not ok. I don't know how to be.
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