byerkovich

Niamh, Yes....I can relate to people trying to SAY THE RIGHT THING or TRYING TO FIX ME!! It has been 37 days since I lost my Mom and I am still angry!! I miss her so much. Of course some friends will listen and let me cry....but it is my Dad who is the only person that truely understands how I feel!! Mom and Dad were married 48yrs. I am angry that we couldnt fix her!! I am angry that I was cheated....why did I lose my Mom (who never drank or smoked and always took care of herself) when there are all these abusers and menaces to sociaty that get to live!! People tell me "well at least she is in a Better Place"...no she isn't she should be here with me and our families!! When People say " Im Sorry!!" I say "ME TOO!!" it really is true when People say you are never too old to miss your parent. I am glad I have my Dad. But my whole life has changed...I am not sure I am ready for dealing with that big of a change yet!! Mom was not ready to go either!! I guess all you can do is keep your head up and time will tell!