Tomorrow marks the 5th month of my husband's death. It feels like only today, the pain is still so strong I hate to wake up. My love and I shared 44 years together, and his not being here is total hell for me. We were quite close and he was such a wonderful husband and father and grand popo as his grand kids called him. He had an unexpected Massive Stroke. He was not ill and it was such a shock, his doctor was taken aback by it as well. I pray for him every day and I know he is in a better place and I am just glad he didn't suffer. It was so quick. I visit his gravy regularly. He is a Viet Nam Vet and was buried with honors. My children and I are very proud to have shared a life with him, He was a good man. But the pain will take time to ease off. Thanks for listening to me.
