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Abby48

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About Abby48

  • Birthday 05/15/1948

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  • Date of Death
    06/07/2010
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    Circle Of Life/Bentonville,AR.

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    shadan48@yahoo.com

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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    ARKANSAS
  • Interests
    COLLECTING OLD CLOCKS
  1. i'm so sorry you are in this journey of grief. my loving husband passed away 2 mos ago,i remember well planning his funeral & wanting to stay in bed with the covers pulled over my head with the bedroom door locked. you are blessed to have your son at home,sometimes the lonelyness can be overwhelming. my prayers are with you,wishing you strength to endure. angel hugs
  2. i am so sorry you & the kids are in such pain. it will be 2 mos Saturday when my loving husband passed away. i am so lost without him,nothing matters anymore. each day is just one more day to get through. people can be cruel with their remarks,i usually tell them until it happens to you please don't try to advise me on how i should feel. this is the most lonesome journey a person can travel. please know you are not alone on this site,we all feel this pain & sorrow daily. wishing you a better day Angel Hugs
  3. Hi Marion i could have wrote your words,i am feeling these same feelings. it will be 2 months Aug 7th,it feels like yrs since i have heard my loving husband's voice. Danny was always my rock,i depended on him for so manys things. i'm on this never ending roller coaster that never stops. i haven't gotten to the decision to pack danny's stuff,it's still where he left it. my days are long & my nights longer,i just don't have a purpose anymore. my heart goes out to you it's just so sad we all have to endure this pain. wishing you a better day ANGEL HUGS
  4. Dear Suzanne, i'm so sorry you are in such pain. it will be 2 mos in Aug when my loving husband passed away. there are no words to express how much it has changed me from a happy person to someone i don't even know. i just don't care about anything,getting up in the mornings is a chore. i can't explain to friends & family the grief i feel. they aren't the ones that are reminded 24/7 that i no longer share my life with him. they don't see his personal things still where he left them,they aren't reminded everynight that his side of the bed will forever be empty. i cry untill i fall asleep at night,why did this have to happen ? why am i left alone ? sending you hugs
  5. Dear Alone 27, i'm so sorry you are in such pain, your words touched my heart,my loving husband passed away June 7th. i am so totally lost in this journey of grief. he was the love of my life,we enjoyed sharing our life together. i just am at a loss as to what am i suppose to do now ? nothing matters anymore. i am here for you if you want to vent sometimes i am so angery that other women have their husband & mine is no longer with me to share the things we enjoyed doing together. angel hugs
  6. i too hate those phone calls,these strangers could care less what i'm feeling because they have never had the life sucked out of them. i get upset with the remarks " i'm so sorry" for your loss,these people are working to get a paycheck. there should be 1 phone number that we could call & take care of everything. my life as i knew it is gone forever,my days are lonely my nights are long & sleepless. i'm sorry if i sound sour on life my joy is gone,it was 1 month yesterday since my danny went to heaven.friday will be our 19th wedding anv. i wish i could pull the covers over my head & sleep that day away. i hope things get easier for you.
  7. i totally agree,this is a wonderful site. i understand how hard it is to feel alone in the grieving process. no one truly understands the pain of loosing the one person who understood you the most. you can't explain these emotions to someone you hasn't lost part of their soul.i feel so alone & most of the time i prefer to be alone. it will be a month on the 7th & it feels so much longer since i've held my wonderful husband.we had 23 yrs together & i was so blessed to have this loving man in my life. thank God we have a place to come & just release our inner feelings.
  8. This Is My First Holiday With Many More To Come. My Loving Husband & I Would Always Go To The Fireworks Celebration After Grilling His Tender Steaks On The Grill. We Would Sit Together & Watch The Sky Light Up. I Miss Him So Much Today. Wednesday Will Be A Month Since He Left Me Behind,Also Friday Would Have Been Our 19th Wedding Anv. I'm Going To Have A Very Emotional Week,Ahead. I Feel So Lonely,I Have No Intrest In The Things I Use To Enjoy Doing. Being Around Friends Only Makes The Loss Worse,I Prefer Just Staying Home. May GOD Bless Us With Strength To Endure This Heartfelt Pain
  9. i can feel the pain you are feeling,why do people assume they know when to put away our grief ? it's only been 3 wks since my danny died (cancer )i can barely start another day. it must be so hard dealing with the what ifs,i hope you can get passed blaming yourself. we can never go back in time,if we could i would have made danny's last day in my arms. i'm sorry you are now dealing with your health,i know having your partner with you would give you strength that you need to get through. sending you hugs
  10. thank you all,i hoped i wasn't the only one feeling this way. my sister has a loveless marriage,always talking about what a looser he is. i think to myself why did i loose the one person in my life that gave me sunshine everyday & she still has her husband. i too get so upset when i think about how my loving husband was taken from me & the most caring & giving person i knew. i look around at all the men in prison who have have commited murder,rape etc & they are still here. why would God take him from me,i know there was no cure for danny's cancer but why did he have to have cancer in the first place. there are so many things i miss sharing with danny,i agree it's just not fair. i have a hard time not setting his plate at the table or going to bed alone which is the worst. we shared so much together everyday,now it's such an effort to start my day without him. it's so nice having this site to come to,i can type how i'm feeling and know someone here knows my same feelings & have felt this overwhelming loss. big hugs
  11. i get so upset when i see couples in the store,they are holding hands or deep in conversation & no one knows my life is missing part of my soul. i just want to scream look at me this is how it looks when your heart has a big hole in it because the person you shared everything with has died.everyone's life goes on just as before,why can't mine ? i didn't ask for the overwhelming heartache,i didn't want my danny to leave me. will i ever smile again or have a passion for life ? sorry i just had to vent,i wish i felt better but it didn't help.
  12. Wendy,i feel your pain. 3 wks ago at 2am this morning danny left this world,in my mind i know his suffering has now ended but in my heart i can barely get through the next hour. your Larry does know how you are feeling,he loved you. yes you are so right,life sucks. i look around at all the unhappy couples & think why did this happen to us ? danny & i were so close,we just enjoyed being together. i picked up Danny's ashes on friday,he will forever be with me. even though his sister was very upset that i had Danny creamated i did what was best for me. wendy i pray you have a peaceful evening
  13. it's only been 3 wks today since Danny died.my wedding band is a very important part of me.seeing this ring each day reminds me how blessed i was to have this wonderful,loving man as my husband.i don't know what God has planned for me in the furture but Danny will always be my only soul mate. i pray each night to get through one more day,the strength to endure this pain in my heart.i wish i had one more day to just hold him close. i can read the pain in your posts & it's so sad we have to be left alone with this over powering grief. may God hold us close as long as the need is with us.
  14. it will be 3 wks monday since my loving husband died. Sundays are so long for me,it's a family day & i feel only half of me is still here. i guess being alone is something i have to get use to,i don't feel like pretending life will get better in time,my life will never be filled with the joys of having this wonderful man in my life. i just don't know what i'm suppose to do now,i miss him more each day.
  15. wendy, my husband also died on the 7th of june. i know you are hurting & your life as you knew it has forever changed. i am at a loss as to what i'm suppose to do now. i guess there are no words to express the loss we both are feeling but please know this site is here for us through the bad days & worse days. may God hold you close & give you strength
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