angel1204

I just want to thank all of you for posting about your loss of your parents. It helps me understand that I am not alone in this process and that even though my godparents may look at me odd I am in good company here. I broke down today and just cried till it hurt. I miss my mom so badly that some days I just don't know if I can go on. Thankfully I have my pets who are my babies who help me push on and are the reason why I get up every morning to take care of them. I am also thankful that I have my animal rescue buddies who have done so much to make this a little easier.

My Mom passed away December 4,2009. She had a heart attack and we honestly thought she would be able to pull through it but I guess it wasn't meant to be. She was fairly young when she passed and I feel like all of those years that I was supposed to spend with her were taken away from me. I am still having an extremely tough time dealing with her death and every time I look around I see things that remind me of my mom. It hurts and it seems like the tears will never stop. I just don't understand why she was called home while she is still needed here.It is like the pain of missing her wont ever go away or ever dull any. It is like I am stuck and nothing can get me unstuck. I miss my mom more than anything in this world and it still does not feel right that she is truly isn't here with me anymore