Curtis1952

I empathize with your pain. For me it is all the "bad" things I never got to earn forgiveness for, even though my Mother always forgave unconditionally, I still feel that I haven't paid Her, Dad (deceased 1966, and Both brothers a year after Dad. Now that Mom is gone, I feel completely lost and without direction. I don't trust my judgement, for I know I will not see the real consequences of my action, so I am withdrawn away from people and even friends. I wish I had your strength, though.