Hi Melina
Its been one year since my husband passed away with his battle to cancer.We were marries 43 years,I was 19 when I married and never lived alone till this past year.
Yes I have learned to manage my life the best I can, its far from perfect but I take one day at a time. I dont like living by myself either and dont have a big circle of friends. I have joined some support groups and met many people, but still feel so alone. This winter I am going to volunteer at Home Hospice Care.We have to think of all the years we've been married,so it's not easy. I miss my Bill, he was my heart. I'll keep you in my prayers.