Dear Janet,
I am so very sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel. I loss my beloved son Robert on 8/06/09. He was the oldest of four. We were so very close. He was my buddy. I miss him so terribly that sometimes I can't even breath. He was a handsome, 6 foot, 4 inch athlete. Twenty four years old. My husband went to wake him for work, and he had already passed. I wake every day believing this was just a nightmare. I wish I had some words of wisdom for you, or I could offer you some comfort, but I am not there yet. The only thing I could offer you is support and pray that you, I, and everyone else facing this unbearable loss will find the way to healing. As I understand it, it is a lifelong process. I will think and pray for you and your family and all the families in this group every day. May you find peace.
Sue