Melina,
That is how I feel. I held it together very well during the Holidays but now it is hitting kinda hard. All of sudden I am alone again when I had been surrounded by people from Thanksgiving to just past New Years, then alone again. My husband died 9 months ago. My kids have decided it is time to get over it. There has been some tears but I just feel sick. I never thought I would be happy going to work.
Pat