miss my brother

Hey elb Im so thankful I found this site and got in contact with you... Its funny the friends you find and make under such tragic circumstances. Hope your doing ok and please stay in touch!

Hi Meryem I know exactly how you are feeling. I lost my 21 yr old brother very suddenly four weeks ago... I found i can only cry when Im alone and I have no idea why. I try and cry and nothing comes out, I too am confused cause I loved my brother more than anything in this world. Im going to a psychologist to try and help me understand my emotions. I didnt even cry at the funeral but It felt like i was crying and screaming inside. Im not going around living life just yet, i feel homebound and very flat - lost even. I know exactly how confused you feel, your not alone.