colonel0404

Thank you very much for your kind words. I know what your talking about with your father and the holidays. One day at a time for both of us i guess. When you said it was a blur, i'm right there with you. I can't remember a lot of the days after her death. My mom and dad said the same thing. We can't even remember what we got each other for xmas. I kind of push them to do the holidays to help them. I was good intill now. I had a lot of steam in the beginning but am starting to peter out. Hang in there for the holiday.

I know what your thinking. It's only been a year since my sister died and you would think everyone at work forgot. People don't know unless they have been through it. I work in the x ray department in a hospital. They are very good people. Yet they think it's over, the pain. You went through a much more painful situation than me. You have the why??? If you dwell in the why it might destroy you and i don't want that to happen to you. Just honor his life. If he did it on purpose or just had a over dose it doesn't matter. Don't get caught up in that. It will eat you up if you don't know. Hang in there, please. I want you around for years to come. Live it the best you can.

My sister has been dead for just over a year now. She was killed by a drunk driver and it's starting to hurt more and more. The pain is almost more than i can deal with sometimes. The worst part is my mom and dad hurt more than me. I had to watch my sister die in a coma at the place i work. I think in the end that helped a little. Every time i do a patient in the icu department it's like i'm craping my pants. I hope this gets better soon because the pain is killing me a little more everyday.

My sister was killed by a drunk driver about a year ago and the trial just ended recently. It hurts so bad sometimes. It come and then go and then comes back worse. My sisters name is danae demattei and it kills me so much not to talk to her. The one thing i will say that helped was being with her in her coma for the 4 or 5 days. At least i got to put my head at her side for those days. Hang in there, please. I want everyone like me to win this horrible battle. Sometimes i have bad thoughts but i know she wouldn't want it and i have to be strong because she is watching just like your brother.