Hi All
I join this site last week and was so happy to find people that are having the same feelings as I am. But I feel so sad for everybody. Every comment I read its hits me so close to home I feel all these same feelings. I am so empty. Everyone says it takes time but I can't seem to see any light at the end of this road. I have read books, prayed and I start a group next week. But after 22 years of having a nice life and then its gone, it is so hard for me.
On Aug 27 we will told she had a brain tumor and had 6-8 weeks. On Oct 19th she was gone and my life has crashed down on me. There's friends around but not really. You all are so great but I can feel your pain and I just cry harder.
I feel so hopeless... I am a fixer and I can't seem to fix me and I want to fix all of you too. How did this all happen? I am so down. What I would give for just one more hug. Her Birthday is next week and then Christmas and on the 27th it would of been our Anniversary.
I just need to hear a happy story about someone that came through this hell that we are going through.
Suzzer