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cheryl71

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  1. I lost my husband last month in a car accident. I'm having the same problems. My brother in law and sister in law have been great about everything. But the loneliness is always there. And I can't help thinking, they still have each other. I feel like there was part of me ripped away. The nights are the worst. That's when the I can't get the images of him in the ambulence out of my head. I didn't get to say goodbye. I couldn't go with him. I had to follow my children to the hospital. I have three children under the age of ten. I'm trying really hard to be upbeat for them because my son asked me when I was going to stop crying. I had to go back to work and back to life like everything was normal. Even though they're here, and I'm taking care of them, I'm still lonely. I'm constantly sad and tired. I wake up numerous times every night. I really don't want to do anything, but I have to. So, now I've just resigned myself to try and push through it and stay busy. I don't really know what to do. I feel like if I just stay at home and try to deal with it, I'll just end up doing nothing and being sad forever. On the other side, if I continue to stay busy and deal with every day life, I feel like I'm running from everything.
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