Wishful

Dear dear friends, Thank you for your kind words, support and sharing ur insights with me. Its been a long road, altho the pain is still unbearable my little boy has brought me some happiness. I have spent months crying, shouting, sleeping for days on end only to wake up to the same situation. I am now at a place where I am trying to 'deal' with the situation. My son reminds me every day what jason and I had and I am starting to want to take back control of what was once a happy life. Holidays are the worst but each milestone I get stronger:)

Hi, I so badly want to believe this, it helps make my heavy heart a little lighter knowing that they are in a better place.

Thanks for the support guys. My husband was killed in a car accident.I have 5 month old baby that is a constant reminder of him. I have anger...alot of it. He was over the legal limit when he crashed his car...i cant accept that this has happened now when we need him the most...i am angry cos he was irresponsible and every day i have to watch my little boy and see my husbands eyes and smile. It seems like a cruel, cruel joke by god...just very angry

Everyday I wake up to my worst nightmare...alone,depressed and with the most deepest pain in my soul. It's killing me not having my partner with me....my compass,my protector and my friend! WHY ME?