Hi Erin,
I am sorry to hear about your loss, and I know it is very very painful...I dreamt of her yesterday night and she looked very tired, she was busy arranging my clothing, my jewelry and just making sure all my things are in place. I feel lonely too, but believe me we are not alone in this, they are always with us, watching us, wanting us to smile...I cry everyday and the feeling is miserable to live without her. But believe me,what I experienced the other day is just your mindset, do this for her today. Close your eyes and think of something she loved to do and imagine she is doing the same thing now also, and visualize urself with her,feel her arms around you, you will definitely experience her. Do keep in touch.
Lots of love,
seema