Jump to content
Grief Healing Discussion Groups

Their Youngest

Members
  • Posts

    1
  • Joined

  • Last visited

About Their Youngest

  • Birthday 06/15/1960

Previous Fields

  • Date of Death
    Mom - June 24, 2011; Dad - July 11, 2011
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    Amedisys

Profile Information

  • Your gender
    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    Bel Air, Maryland
  • Interests
    Reading, Knitting, Crocheting, Counted Cross Stitch, Football, Baseball, Soccer, and most especially my family.
  1. I'm feeling so very, very sad. My mother passed away on June 24th of this year and then my father passed away on July 11th. It's been so unreal and I don't think it has really hit me yet. I didn't really have a chance to deal with Mom's death and then Dad died. I keep waiting for the grief to come, but all I feel is a deep sorrow. I haven't really cried. I had periods where I would break down, but then I would have to stuff it down in order to complete some business regarding the estate or their service. It was nice that we were able to honor them together. My mother had donated her body to science because she had Myasthenia Gravis, so we weren't able to have a funeral for her. We were planning a memorial service when my father contracted aspiration pneumonia. We had a service for him and honored her as well. It was really quite beautiful. I feel so numb and I can't seem to concentrate. I catch myself just staring off into space and I am always taking these deep sighs. I resent that I can't put the rest of the world on hold until I can deal with this and then go back to my life when I can. Life goes on and they would want me to get on with it, but I just don't want to. I don't feel ready to face a world without them.
×
×
  • Create New...