Dear Daddy's girl, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my father to lung cancer on June 14th 2002. He was only 58. Sometimes I get really angry too. But my anger is at the tobacco companies. I can't stand to hear their stupid commercials about how they are trying to help people quit smoking. My dad smoked since he was a teenager he thought he would be fine. Well, he was wrong. Every time I see someone smoking I want to tell them to stop, don't put your family through what I'm going through. But in reality I can't do it but inside my head I do! I thought it would be easier as time went on but I think it seems to get harder. The reality of the whole situation sets in and it hurts sooo unbeleivably deep. People quit asking how you are and they think you are fine but on the inside I feel like I'm dying a little bit each day. I want to see him talk to him and I can't! It's hard to have someone to talk to that truly knows how you feel. I'm so glad I found this site and I would love to talk more with you daddy's girl maybe you and I can get through this together somehow!
