Hello. This is my first posting, and first time here. I understand what you are going through. I lost my father in law September 29th, 2003. Less than 11 hours later, my Mom died from cancer. Then October 15th, 2003, my Dad had a massive heart attack and died as well. I went back to work this past Monday. Its not been easy, but I have had wonderful support at work. So far the grieving process has been a complete blur. I have gone from never making funeral plans for anyone in my 46 years...to all of a sudden doing it for three loved ones in a row. Today at my work, my Moms hopsice nurse stopped in...she said "I needed a hug, and thought this looked like a good place to get one." They are wonderful people who are alot stronger than I am. I could not do their job, it is much too heartbreaking. Its almost 12:30 am here. I will post more again soon. For now know that you arent alone. Mary
