Dear Dwayne,
Many thanks for telling your story. In a lot of ways, it rang true with me too as our feelings toward our wives were very deep. My wife suffered a lot starting with becoming an amputee 3 1/2 years before her death. She was in constant pain the last year with neuropathy and ha d to resort to pain meds the last few months. By the time she was diagnosed with cancer, it had spread to several organs and nothing could be done. We never suspected that she had it and she passed away just a month after diagnosis and it was not expected to be that fast. For that reason, we didn't have time to discuss how she would want me to finish my time here but I'm certain she would want me to go on and do something with my life. I volunteer at Hospice once a week and our Hospice group gets together for lunch every month. I try to stay busy but I can't make it through the day without breaking down several times......even while I'm driving. It's a long, hard road we travel but thanks for the encouragement. It's nice to meet caring people like yourself. Thanks again and take care.
Bob