I understand your pain all too well. I lost my mom about six months ago to cancer. Well, technically respiratory failure. I will never escape the idea that the medical community FAILED to listen to her complaints about not feeling well, lacking energy, etc. They knew she was a high-risk candidate for colon cancer. Had screenings EVERY year. And yet it was this ghastly disease (a highly treatable cancer I have learned) that latched on and took her away from us. Bless the medical community for caring more about dollars than people. I miss her so much. I believe her death did not have to happen. I mean, just now. I have lost my best friend. I know she is in heaven, and for that I am thankful. She was a lady of great faith. But I cannot (will not????) believe she was taken care of properly. Thanks for letting me vent!