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  1. Hi Anne- I Am So Angry About Everything sums it up for me too. I just passed the two-year anniversary of my husband's death on December 16th. I have been in such a blue mood for the past few months - more than usual I mean. I think I've shed just as many tears in the past month as I did two years ago. The last few days the anger has set in - I am so tired of being around people and dealing with people I could scream. I've always been a low-key type of person who doesn't make waves - I usually try to smooth things over rather than confront someone. It takes alot to make me lose my temper. But lately I'm ready to tell it like it is. Unfortunately, some of my good friends would be the recipients of my rage, and it's probably not fair to them - they have been so supportive in so many ways. BUT - I'm so tired of hearing about how busy one friend is with her husband and family - hardly a minute to spend any time with me. Of course it's always with good reason, and I always tell her how I understand and that I'm okay. HAH! Another friend has no clue, even tho she's a widow too, longer than me. I've known her for many years. Saw her on the anniversary of my husband's death, and she said nothing - I'm sure she didn't realize, but she should have! She always tells me how busy her week-ends are - "just packed" - doesn't seem to notice when I'm quiet about my lack of plans. I don't need to be busy all the time - as a matter of fact I find I need some alone time and sometimes really prefer that - but I don't want to hear about all the social activities others are involved it - don't know why it gets to me so much, but it does. My low-key approach will probably prevail, but in my mind I'd like to tell them how much it hurts! Sandyl
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