Hello
I am no expert at this new life, I lost my soulmate 14 weeks ago. He was alot older than me but I too thought we would have more years together. I do not like living alone either, not having him here on the settee to snuggle up to. Especially as the weather is so cold here. Just keep doing the next thing, dont plan ahead and let the tears come. I lay in bed last night crying over what seem to me to be insurmountable problems. Some days you just cant seem to cope with it all. Keep coming on this site and let it all out, I use it alot. We are all here supporting each other - try to live in seconds, minutes and hours - it really is tough.
love, Sue