Grace, your right, others can't imagine how it feels. They don't realize how your heart actually aches from missing them so much. I miss everything about him. He was such a loving, caring good hearted man. He use to say that he didn't know what he would do without me. We had so many plans for our future. It was so unexpected, and he was only 36 years old. Every day just seems to get harder because it seems that the more time that goes by the more I miss him. Somedays I can't beleive this has happened. I am so thankful for the many wonderful people that I have found on here. My thanks to all of you who try to help us through even just for today. Take Care, Mzz.Butterfly