I have an excellent and extensive support system, but it's still not filling the void left behind when I lost my Bear to liver cancer. My other baby boy Elvis is also suffering from grief. I'm giving him so much extra attention and love and talking to him and trying to support him but he's so sad and misses his big brother so much. Bear was taken from us too soon, he was only 6 years old. Bear came into my life after a tragic, life altering event that could have ruined my life. He was a rescue and I got him 2 weeks after such event. He became my therapy puppy, my child, my best friend. Now he's gone and I have this massive hole in my soul and void in my life and in the air around me. I really don't know how I'm going to get through this.
This is my Bear just before I found out he was ill