I lost my sons father, my first true love and husband, 6 weeks ago. I am so full of sorrow and my heart is shattered. Our son is devastated, absolutely destroyed. His Dad was his soul mate, his best friend, his world. I am only going on for my son. This is so tragic. He was only 41 and so healthy, so physically fit, he exercised daily. He was adopted so we had no idea that heart disease ran in his family. I am taking it 5 minutes at a time. Im so worried about my son, he is so so sad. Im so angry, I don't know if I can do this