I am new here, so Im a little shy.
I am 33 years old, and two days before my 33rd Birthday I found out that my pregnancy failed. My baby had no heartbeat at 9 weeks and 5 days. I have been completely devastated ever since. Ontop of this, there were complications from the D&C, and I live with my sister who is currently 6 months pregnant.
I am so angry I could punch a brick wall without batting an eye. I targeted my sister, and took out a ton of anger on her. My husband wants me to find some reason to be happy. Our relationship has been severely strained since the miscarriage. I can't stop myself from being absolutely 100% negative ALL THE TIME! and on top of that I don't really have an outlet for this anger.
Is this normal?
I know that anger is part of the grieving process, and that it is healthy. But I'm having a hard time managing it. And talking about it.....starts fights in the house because I can't see anything positive.
I'm starting to get the feeling that I shouldnt be talking at all at this point!
Any advice?
