teresajean

Wow, you really have alot going on in your life. I think you are being much too hard on yourself. It sounds like you have done well dealing with all the different stressful situations in your life, but now with this incredibly difficult work situation, you need to have someone to talk to. I have been in grief counseling since February, 2012, and I don't think it makes me look crazy, in fact I think I would be acting and feeling much more like a crazy person if I didn't have someone to talk to about all the difficult emotions I have been going through. A Grief Counselor, who is a very kind and smart lady, has been comming to my house every couple of weeks, since my Beautiful, Best Friend, Mom passed away on February 9, 2012. The counselor and I just talk, and she offers sugesstions, it really has helped. I hope you can just give counseling a try, you don't have to tell anyone about counseling, if you don't want to. And if you do want to share anything you could just say a friend you have been talking to suggested this or that. Well I hope this reply has helped you in some way, Lots of Love & Prayers to you.