I had a little yorkshire terrier and 2 days ago she died in my arms after putting her to sleep. she was 14 years old when i discovered a small lump on her ne ck. upon visiting the vets i was told she had an incurable type of bone cancer and i was devasted.
She suffered on and fought for a year but i was left with the hardest decision in my life to let her die in pain or in sleep. after seeing her die in my arms in fear i now feel remorse and guilt and feel like i murdered her.
Lady my little yorkshire terrier was my shining star and i loved her like a daughter and i feel like i want to die in place of her. i am so sad and know i will never get over her.
Is there anyone who has gone through the same thing and can help me with the sorrow and self hate i feel?
