canocool

Hey there Star, My name is Cano and I lost my father when I was 4 and my Mother when I was 6 and guess what I am still here..... sometimes wishing i was dead sometimes going crazy but here I am married with 2 kids as well which makes you more guilty sometimes...anyway my suggestion is that if you are waiting for a sign...... it won't happen if you are looking for their presence try looking and talking to your kids sometimes and you will see your old man in your kids faces and actions,trust me sounds crazy but sometimes at night when i am praying for my kids sometimes i can feel my parents presence anyways just a hint and life ain't gonna be easy but you need to share the love your father had for you with your close ones because you never now when it's your time to check out....... Cano

You know what we havesomething in common (a crazy sense of humor)I tell my wife the same stuff that if she dies i will jump right in with her..... thanks for making me smile when i needed it the most (Today)and i will look in to the site you were refering to to seek some answers Thanks again guys and tell your husband to stay strong .......LOL

'Maylissa' good morning my Name is Carmelo and i am 30 years old and feeling the same way because my parents were taken away from me when i was 4 and 6 My dad drowned and my mother got shot the were both 30....as i sit here contemplating about what to say as crazy as may sounds i believe that there is a God upthere watching every move we make otherwise trust me i won't be here today anyway likewise it's been harder every year as i get older to cope with the loss so many years ago and even do sometimes i've been wanting to check out of life i look at my two kids ages 4 and 11 and i do not think that will be fare if i do something stupid and put them in my position..... My point is that if something happens to you it will trickle down to your children and they will be on the same boat we are right now and the tought of that scares me more because i do not think that they could handle it the way we are handling it...which brings me to the GOD don't give us more that what we can handle..... I think that he cares about us but sometimes i think god is within us and let's us fail and fail and fail till we get to the brink of life and dead and then help us out...i am not sayin this to make fell better or angrier but hopefully will help you get the strenght you need to get by one more day and do not be selfish with your kids and try to laugh every day and talk to someone you loved about it...in closing i know that you read this s*** every day but take it from an Orphan like me and i will keep you and your whenever i Pray (I also have a hard time doing that but have to keep on)