My mom passed away two years ago tonight. I have felt like I was gonna be able to get through this.........but I know I can't. It feels horrible. My whole body has shut down and I'm on reserves right now. Another problem is that when my mom passed away I was studying for my comprehensive final and I couldn't finish because I was such a wreck. I have signed up to take it every semester since and I always chicken out because it is the last thing I have left to complete while she is living. And also she isn't here to encourage me. My best friends reminds me she is looking down on me but it isn't enough. I know my friend means well, but she doesn't understand, I'm in complete zombie mode and I don't think I will be able to take this exam. I don't want to let everyone down again, but I freeze at this point every semester. I need some advice on how to move through this... Can anyone help? Frozen in Sadness. Shanna
