My parrot who was also my baby passed away this weekend. He died because I felt it was too cruel to clip his wings and while I was away the person I left to watch over my house left ceiling fans on. I never turn them on and I don't blame him I never told him not to. Kakashi, my parrot flew straight into the fan. It was a horrible accident his cage was shut but he was sneaky and could open the door. I feel like its my fault like i am a horrible mother! I should have clipped his wings, I should have banned the fans, I should have double locked the cage! I miss him and I don't know where to begin letting go!