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Lostmyheart

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  • Date of Death
    06/20/12
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    Moultonborough, NH
  1. It's been 6 weeks today...My son was 39, my oldest, and had a lot of problems, including a personality and seizure disorder. If he had a seizure it would leave him disoriented and not able to make good decisions for a couple of days after. His death was sudden and at the hand of someone else. I'm a nurse, I should have been able to help him and I tried. I'm able to get out of bed every day, but am not accomplishing much else. Everything is a push. I'm on a family medical leave and planning to go back to work in 3 weeks. I am so depressed, I don't know how I can find the energy. I'm taking medications to help with the depression and seeing a bereavement counselor, but if I could sit in my house in my pjs and never leave it I'd be good. I miss so much that I can't talk to, or hug or see my son! I think of him constantly and it's so hard to be happy about anything. My husband was his stepfather and is not in the same place that I am...
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