Ladyphenix

Her name was Mitsy (not misty) had to clarify lol alot of people think I missed type her name lol her full name is Mitsy Valley Trask Treptor, course she had alot of nicknames though, n alot of silly madeup songs that id sing to her, she was quite a character n had personality, I always could communicate with her as she did with me in her own way but always clear. She was smart n tempermental but oh how I love her. She was my daughter n always will be. I have other cats n dogs in my life but she was the most important one though I love the others she was closest to my heart n soul in ways few can understand. We had been through so much together. If I had a bad dream she would lead me out of it. Id wake up to her looking down at me from my pillow with this look on her face as if to say im here n ur okay now. I miss her terribly. Im sorry for everyones loss regardless of who it was n I know the loss is great for everyone, it does help to know that im not alone. As for her coffin well it was a metal box from germany that belonged to my dad that passed away last year n so I used it after lining it. I wrapped her body n put it inside. I then sealed it n placed in a plastic tub with a lid n boxes of baking soda around it then closed it n placed outside until the natural process is done I will bring it back inside n place it next to my dads urn. N should that coffin fail I will have a wooden coffin made n place the germany box within it with a glass lid on top. Thank you for responding it truly means alot.

I rescued her from some abusive people in an apartment complex I lived at. She had been by my side through so much, from moving to different cities, just everything, she meant everything to me. She was a tabby tortoise shell longhaired beautiful sweetheart n very protective of me. There were few people she trusted n liked being near her, but I know she had her reasons. I trusted her judgement. She was truly unique n brought out the best in me. She was the Queen in my house n was denied nothing. I have 3 kittens of hers that she had in january of this year. Zak nick n aaron, 3 beautiful boys named after the ghost adventures team lol. N thank you for responding it meant alot to know im not alone or think im weird for keeping her.

I knew this day was coming n foolishly thought I could prepare for it but I failed miserably. She passed on august 5th 2012, n ive never felt such a loss even when family members have passed. She was my soulmate,friend, n daughter. I couldnt bring myself to bury her so I kept her body in a special coffin. My family n friends think ive lost my mind but I dont care, she will go where ever I go. N when I die n get cremated I want her remains cremated with mine. Ive felt different emotions this past week but the greatest one is the loss. I cant sleep well or eat much as I feel sick to my stomach, im very depressed, nobody has even asked how im holding up because in their opinion its just a cat so get over it attitude sucks. I was with her to the end. N though she will live on in my heart n memories, just knowing that I can never hold her again or sing her silly madeup songs to her or give her daily 100 kisses as was our bedtime routine makes my heart ache that much more. I feel so empty inside n if I couldve taken her place I would have. I cant shake the sadness. A few days ago I made some french fries n was gonna set some aside for her cuz she loved them n it hit me that shes gone. It was just out of habit. She was with me for 14 years. I rescued her when she was a kitten from some terrible people. She had attitude n definitely a personality all her own. I cant imagine life without her.