Too many losses

Thank you everyone for the kind words at this difficult time. I will talk to hospice to see what it is all about. Not sure All the services offered.

My mother passed on yesterday morning Sept. 8. I am coping well as she is no longer in pain. It does not change the fact. I will miss her everyday. She not only my mother but my best friend. We did everything together.

Beautiful poem.

I know that there are hospice grief counselors but I am better expressing my feelings in writing. Writing is more therapeutic than face to face for me. It has been a rough year for my family and I. My grandmother died July of this year, her son died in Aug. Of this year from brain tumor and my mother is currently in hospice due to cervical cancer and it is a matter Of hours or days for my mother. On top of that my father died Oct. 2009. It is strange that I won't have parents anymore. I feel some much better that my mom is not in pain anymore since taking morphine. Grief is so hard.