My fiancee suddenly passed on 6/24/12. I was just starting to live with the fact that my brother, who passed 2/9/12 suddenly is no longer here. Now I feel as if my world has been turned upsidedown. We have a 13 year old daughter who at times I feel like she is the parent. Some days I just feel like I can't function, other days I go through the motions. I was stuffing all the pain and anger and all those other feelings we feel when something like this happens deep inside. Then 2 weeks ago they came out with a vengence. I put myself in outpatient therapy which just wasn't what I was looking for so I left after a week. I didn't sleep those first 3 days when things finally came to a head and was all over the internet looking for help. I ordered a good book which helps me feel like Im not crazy. I just miss him so much I don't know how to move on. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut I can't climb out of. He was my world now my world feels empty. I can't go through his things yet, that is just to final. I feel like I'm weak for being like this. Any suggestions would be greatly appriciated, Patti.
