babbent514

Erin,I feel ya.my mom passed and it is something i will never get over.I think about her all the time.I too get up,work,try to do things but just can't seem to do anything.it's really hard because we were so close.I just can't handle being here without her.I try to put on a happy face for others but i just can't do it anymore.My Mom passed in Jan and my Dad in June.Losing both of them has just killed me inside.Everything for me has changed so much because I took care of them both for years and now that is gone.I feel so useless and not sure what to do with my time.I was needed by them and now I just don't feel needed like that anymore.Don't think I ever will again.I wiil pray for you to be strong.

This will be my second Mother's day without my Mom and two days after that is my birthday.She would be the first one to text me after midnight to tell me Happy Birthday...anymore birthdays are just another day to me.The kids want to take me to dinner for Mother's day but i don't know if I can do it,afraid I will start crying in the middle of dinner.The crying just comes when ever it wants to,can't seem to control it anymore.Not sure what to do.Don't want to hurt my kids by not going.

thank you.....my older sister who had a stroke a few years back really wants that rock.I don't think I can give it up but I just can't say no to her.gonna keep it awhile first then might take it to her when i"m ready.....

Thank you Marty,they are very helpful.

I also will be thinking of you and sending prayers your way.I understand what you mean about not having the words for how you are feeling.Sending you hugs.....

Thinking alot about my Mom and Dad today.My Mom loved Easter,hiding the eggs when we were little,I remember once my Dad hide them and forgot where a few of them were until we smelled them a week later.lol Will miss taking them dinner tomm like I always did..Guess I will have to eat an extra piece of cheesecake for my Mom she loved my cheesecake.Love to heaven above to all of our loved ones this Easter.I love and miss you Mom and Dad so very much.

thank you guys

I too feel lost without my Mom.she passed Jan 2012.I don't feel like the same person i was.I miss her so very much.

so very sorry..my dad passed 9 months ago and my mom 5 months before that.The pain I feel inside hurts very bady.I miss them both so very much.I cry all the time,I have found that being on this site does help some what.The people here know and feel the same way we do.

yes it is,it's a start.

Thank you ....

I'M STILL WAITING FOR DREAMS ON MY MOM AND DAD BOTH WHO PASSED 5 MONTHS APART.....

I GOT THE ROCK..............SO VERY HAPPY,I CRYED MY EYES OUT.....

OMG...I GOT THE ROCK.......SO VERY HAPPY I CRYED MY EYES OUT.......I HAVE IT SITTING RIGHT OUTSIDE MY DOOR SO WHEN I LEAVE OR COME HOME I SEE IT.IT STILL HAS THERE ADDRESS ON IT AND I'M LEAVING IT THAT WAY.....GREAT DAY.......

very true......