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Cakes01

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About Cakes01

  • Birthday 09/05/1975

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  • Date of Death
    4/7/13
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    NA

Profile Information

  • Your gender
    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    Patterson, NY
  • Interests
    MM
    Zoe (my ferret)
    TV-certain shows
    Reading
    Meeting good people
    my new job
    Understanding and finding out who i am separate from anyone else
  1. I feel sick when I wake up-realizing he is not beside me in bed. For those who have been there for me I apologize for disappearing. I retreated into myself. I was selfish-not something I haven't heard before, but I truly am sorry. I have missed being here more then I realized till now. I started a new full time job a few months ago. Socially it was and still can be sressful, but good for me. I have missed everyone here. Not being here made me fully appreciate how special this place really is. There is no price for people who truly understand your pain. I have thought of you often and hope you are all doing as well as you can be. Feel free to message me here or in private. Not going to disappear again still struggling very much, but grateful I can still come here ♥♥ This is Zoe my baby. Not to replace Luna by any means, but my sweet girl
  2. My love, heart, body, and soul will always belong to only you MM! I miss you so very much. Kocham Cie MM-always and foreve and eve-your KJ
  3. I would love to work in a vet's office. It takes a lot of schooling though. I've looked into it many times. Right now i feel too broken to do much other then the few visits i have. Thanks for the idea though. It would be very like me
  4. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here for being there for me when i first came here. Your words of care and concern were very heart warming. From the bottom of my still broken heart i thank you all-Kay, Fae, Mary, Anne, Jan, Stephen....everyone. i wish you all nothing but peace, happiness, and love. Take good care of yourselves and know i will be forever grateful for your kindness Kristen
  5. No you don't Kay-ok maybe a little, but i like it
  6. I sent you a PM bit closer to your age-37 though all the people here are great
  7. I was thinking that after i asked you that. Maybe they don't miss us cause they are always with us even if we don't feel it. I've been so focused on that night and us working on things that i haven't thought about all the good times. I remember him saying to me one time "how come when we disagree you think it's over? It's like it's easy for you to just forget how much i love you. That doesn't just change. No matter what happens to us". Thank you Kay for making me remember that
  8. Kay I have to say i did a double take when i saw Chris and Kristen-my ex husband's name. Weird anyway, i know overall there are the basic obvious answers as to why, but just sucks to be blunt and sometimes (at least for me) it helps to vent. When you said how George won't be happy with the way things turned out-i've been thinking about that too. Marcus would not be ok with the way i was treated, but then again i don't think he's too happy with me right now. I get that people get frustrated and maybe even annoyed with me at times, but if they stopped to think how it is for us-guess that's why they rather not deal. Sad really.
  9. Dear Anne Thank you so much for your comment-made me smile and that picture is beautiful. Marcus would've liked it too. Thank you. I hope you are having a nice day :)
  10. I agree Kay. Anytime i feel a bit motivated to get something done i feel it's MM "kicking my butt"
  11. Hi Linda I'm so sorry i didn't see this till now. Thank you for your advice. Saying no is something i too am now learning to do. You sometimes have to, right? Thanks again
  12. I think that's awesome that you were able to go back and listen and want to help others. I'm sure it felt great
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