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gdoty

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  1. Hi everyone I lost my Cheyenne May 13, 2003 she was 2 years old she had big blue eyes and the longest eye lashes I've ever seen she was a never ending supply of energy and a blessing to us all she died as a result of a toxic level of Zyprexa She woke up the morning she died she appeared fine and then at about 10:00 a.m. she told her daddy she was sleepy and wanted him to lay down with her he did when he thought she had fallen asleep he went to sneak out of bed with her only to find out she had stopped breathing he phoned me at work and our lives have forever been changed I have 2 older children that don't live with us so that makes things kind of hard to I worry about them and can't always know that they are ok they live out of state so it's kind of difficult there they seem ok I'm worried about Christmas right now I'm in counseling and I like most parents who have lost a child have good days and bad and not to long ago i really lost it I wouldn't even get out of bed I thought I was doing so well and then all the sudden pow like a hammer it hit me this grief I couldn't climb out from under I went to the Dr and he perscribed an antidepressent and a mood stableizer and I am feeling much better now I want to tell all of you not to be ashamed to ask for help this is not an easy journey it is hard and you owe it to yourself not to climb into a shell there is hope and there is help out there God bless all of you and God bless our little angels
  2. I too lost my little angel in May of this year her name is Cheyenne you will find her story in another post but time and love will see us through this there are good days and bad days this is not an easy journey to be exact it is one of the hardest journeys I have ever had to go on but I also believe that God has a purpose for all he does and even though we don't know his purpose right now we just have to have faith and trust in him that he knows what is best and even though our pain is very intense our children feel no pain where they are at is wonderful I know that just sounds like a lot of the same stuff others keep telling you and believe me there are days I don't want to hear any of this either but I know if I ever want to see Cheyenne again I have to believe that what the bible says is true and I have to live my life the best I can and it's ok to cry and it's ok to grieve and it's even ok to question God. No matter what you feel at this moment it's ok you just feel it. If it helps to write it write it Good luck on your journey and god bless you.
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