helennmike2013

I know it has only been a few weeks yesterday I was adding my photos to laptop and some videos pop up from on dvd and my mom was on it talking to me telling me not to fall she would say that all the time so it made it so bad hearing my voice. I like hearing her voice however it made me stay in bed all day. this is not fair.sometimes I want to end it. I won't but I feel like it everyday.

Marty, thank you for all the information. I also don't drive. I am going to check into all the information you told me about. so thank you.

Than you kaye, my older brother told me if I talk to him or my mom they wont go to heaven that I am holding them back. so thank you for what you said. this is a good site. he was unconscious never woke up.completly brain dead. thank you very much. he died also a three weeks before his birthday.

Thank you all for your replys I am so glad to find this site as the family out here left has not helped me they haven't even called since she died or my brother who died to. and being in the same house does not help which is why I am looking for a new place. way to many memories. the counselors are way to far for me cause I don't drive somedays I just want to be with her she said 6 times she wanted me to go with her when she goes to heaven I promised I would but I did not but there are times I feel like it.Thank you for being there for me.

My older brother died three days after my mom died. he always had headaches,never would go to drs for it. well he went to work had a bad headache and collapse and they pernounced him brain dead. there were lots of blood in the brain they did not know what he died from. it was in the back that controls everything. he never woke up. he did lots for me, he was the only brother that really cared for me. I miss him so much.and I never got to say goodbye to him cause he never woke up.

My mom died at 85 June 6 2013. I lived with her to take care of her. she had altimers she went to fast.i lived with her over 12 years to help her. she was my mom, my friend and teacher. I miss her so much.i woke up at 3.30 am crying, I cry everyday and want to be with her. 3 days later my brother died. me and my mom were so close. I can't live without her.i have to deal with it alone.my brothers out here don't call or come over, they have never cared about me. I call them they never call back. she was a wonderful women . I know she is in heaven. I feel I have no one. I am still in the house we shared just to many memories so I am looking for new place. some times I can't do anything, or I don't feel like eating. I really want her back. sometimes I think I see her or hear her.