My oldest brother, Earl, passed on 8/27/13 after living with cancer for 2 1/2 years. Although we knew it was terminal he was always so strong, courageous, and in good spirits we would sometimes forget reality. So, I know it hasn't been very long, but I thought I would be feeling some relief by now. I cry numerous times everyday and it feels like it's never going to end. I am going to a grief support meeting on Monday, but wanted to reach out here for some support. In addition to the loss of my brother, we also lost my mom to cancer just two months ago. I dealt with her death pretty well (I think). After she passed my whole life revolved around Earl so I'm thinking I never really grieved for my mom because I was taking care of my brother and now I'm grieving for both. I also live in my mom's home were both her and my brother passed. It was comforting to be here when I was caring for my brother, but now there are just too many memories that bring tears.