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Today is the day that she passed away. It is so hard to believe that it has been 7 years. It does get easier every year, but it is still hard to lose a loved one. Another part of the story is she was married. Her husband left our family 3 years after her passing and got remarried to a girl who wanted him to have nothing to do with us. I think this was really hard on my family because he was part of our family and it was like losing 2 family members. I have been doing a lot of thinking today and i just hope he thought about her today.

Thank you so much for all the love and support! It is much appriciated, and i am glad to know i am not the only one going through this tough time!

Nicole and I are 8 years apart in age. When i was 13 she was diagnosed with a really rare form of cancer. When she found out, she said Either Way I Win. If i beat this, I will be here with you guys, if I don't, I will be with Jesus! She was so strong during her treatment and always had a great attitude. She died when she was 22 almost 23 on Feburary 26,2007. This past December, i turned 22. This has been very hard for me to cope with. I have gained 30 pounds, i really do not want to do anything. I can not imagine dying this year. Now i know what she was going through and how scared she must have been.