Honestly if i were to describe how i feel i would say i feel half dead half alive at the same time.Sincerely everything nowardays doesn't make any sense.The only outlet i channel my grief is through writing.
Thanks Kayc.I haven't considered seeing a grief counselor yet.He was run over by a car and the guy just sped off leaving my brother helpless and unconscious.He was a Real estate manager by profession and was happy after landing his first job.