Mahsa

Dear Kay Thank you so much for your comments , I am so sorry for loosing your father and husband , I did not know loosing someone who we live what is meant.... I thought it will not around my family never ever but unfortunately it came suddenly and picked my father , now I have a deep feel with what is meant , it is really horrible . I will try to follow your instruction and I hope to hear my voice..... in medical board in Iran Dear Mary Thank you so much for your taking care, God bless you, I really need it and I should accept that I have heavy pain ..... on my shoulder I did not want to accept that I need help due to I was so strong and nothing could not break me such as loosing my father... I did not know how his role is important to me and he is my major pillar in my life , he accepted me how I was. Now I just tilt my brain that he is alive and he sit in his room , I do not dare to open his room to see his vacant seat due to it burns me.

Hello Dear Very thank you for your healing words, I am 31 years old and this sadness really broke me. I am living with my mom. She is so stronger than me. I decided to leave our house many times because we can not tolerate his vacant seat. How can I report to medical board when all of them are same. I tried a lot in hospital but actually I am sure they will do worse things, but I will do again. The worse thing is a lot of scenes that I remember when my dad was in ICU , he was strong and I could not believe that he is under wire and into bated, I can not forget his eyes when looked at me, how can I forget, after seven months I can not solve it yet. Something inside me eat me and beat me from inside extremely. Best Regards.

My Dad Died In Rasool Akram Hospital -In Tehran- Because Of Many Ignorance from doctors and nurses Hello Dears Seven months ago my father suddenly could not breath well , my mother and I called emergency station and they came but they did not do anything and brought my father to Rasool Akram Hospital -in Tehran. There was real hell in that hospital. My father was opium addict but his doctors did not allow us to give him opium due to it is ban in that hospital instead of that they gave us methadone which is worse than opium. Finally methadone loosed his lung and he died and left me forever. I am so sorry why I listen to doctors. There were unknowledge doctors and impolite nurses , they did not come hospital due to holiday and I could find just two or three doctor in the whole of hospital. I do not know why they choose this job for themselves , all of patients had Complaint from this hospital , they just killed patient include my father too. After my father left me I could not live my life like past. I could not believe that his died can paralyze my life. I wrote my Complaint to forensics , but their report were almost nothing. I regret for all of seconds which passed too fast and I could not do anything. I still think he is in his room otherwise whenever I remember he died I can not continue anything. I tried a lot but I still miss him and love him , I found that I did not love anyone as same as him. How can I overcome it.