Well kayc, she never actually said not to contact her again, but when a girl doesnt turn to you for help during such a hard time, doesnt that kinda imply that? For two weeks after the funeral, we didnt talk by any means, i was letting her cool down. She was close to her gma, and i too became close to her gma. Her and I used to go together and visit her gma in the hospital many times. She lives an hour north of me and her gma lived here in town where i lived. There were even a few times that i went and saw her gma without my ex gf, and we had a blast. Her gma had cancer stage 4, it was spreading everywhere fast! So two weeks before she passed away, her and I had a small fight, she was being soo cold and mean towards me on the phone, so when i told her to please to talk to me a little better, she snapped! I cannot risk contacting her, i will loose all my nc progress wont I? She has my #, so if she wanted to she could text or call me right? I dunno if thats how the female mind works? Until then i simply fell off the face of the earth, besides here. I was there every step of the way, why did i get canned after such a small petty fight?