Hi Linda, I lost my 37 year old daughter almost 7 yrs. ago to pancreatic cancer. I don't know how old your daughter was but we all understand how you feel believe me, we do. You can talk to me any time you wish. You will see above under Christina Marie. My name is Anna Goodwin if I can help you, I will. No use talking to people who have not had the same experience, no one will be able to understand what you are going through, but us, mothers who have lost their daughters. Talk to me any time you wish, I am here for you.